silentology

i don't miss you i miss who you were when you were my magic man and our days were filled with love our nights with longing when there were no fights and you didn't believe in them as part of "growth" you still believed in magic like i did and i know i am to blame i had to give you everything i couldn't hold anything back i loved you that much it was me who planted the seed oh so many years ago as part of my gift of self to you and it grew ... poison its blooms ... lies it was ME who did it this is the thing i live with night and day i caused it ... gave you the poison unknowingly .. innocently ... and in love. i miss w